People call me/I call myself Mandy.

I see myself as very confused. Hopefully that’s because I’m too smart for my own good.

If I thought you cared and you were listening, I would tell you how badly I need someone to understand me and help me to figure myself out because I don’t even know who I am, all I know is pain.

I am struggling with insecurity and control issues that are taking over my relationship and my life.

Something I have been keeping a secret is how sad I really am. If anyone who loved me knew how much I hurt everyday, their hearts would break for me, I know it.

I am trying to think positive and something I’m good at is, oddly enough, I’m great at giving others advice. I just cant step back and recognize my own problems as they are so I can change them.

I love my daughter, my boyfriend, my cat, and my family more than anything in the world.

I want people to know that not everyone who looks good on the outside feels good inside. The people you might consider attractive and strive to look like might be more insecure than you ever imagined.