From Mariposa

I am skilled at making everything look good on the surface, but something isn’t quite right. It feels as if the truth keeps slipping away from me just as I get closer to it. And I’m trying to make the most sense out of it.

My mind is tired…my body aches. I don’t have fever…but I’m feeling I’m suffering from some sort! Muscle pain is horrific…nothing too serious, yet everything seems to be a discomfort.

I skipped work yesterday to just stay in bed. I had been sleeping most of the time since weekend, waking up TIRED.

My mind is in a race and it is stressing my body!

I’m trying to shelve my mind. I’m trying to make my thoughts STOP. I’m trying not to focus on everything.

Ah, compartmentalization, I beseech you!