i wish
i wish to kick you
i wish to smack you
i wish to push you
i wish to poke your eyes out
i wish to burn your hair
i wish to make you disappear forever
i reject you
i hate you
i smell you
some day
i’ll tell you
how stupid
you really are
you can’t be successful
in life, being a victim
so what you were beaten
so what if you were called names
and treated unfairly
by holding on to that
you continue to be
beaten
called names
and treated unfairly
get a clue
open your eyes
bust out of the bondage
of their control
be you
at all costs
be you
be true
then you will be free
naked, and
alone
but you will be free
and no one can
ever
take
that
away from
you
i love you
January 29th, 2008 at 6:34 pm
Yes. I absolutely feel this way, too.
January 29th, 2008 at 8:07 pm
Thank you.
January 29th, 2008 at 8:40 pm
beautiful. Love is so hard.
January 29th, 2008 at 9:16 pm
In my experience, acknowledging past hurt is the first step to letting it go. It is also necessary to go back from time to time and remember that it happened, in order to not fall into a re-live, re-victimized trauma stress.
January 30th, 2008 at 12:29 am
This is so very good. Thanks.
February 4th, 2008 at 6:32 pm
Oh my…the first line…I was kind of empathizing…then…I realized, as I was reading through it…I was talking to myself! Arggh!
Thanks…I needed this! I wish I came here earlier rather than cocoon myself!