Do you know me?
I belong to everyone, yet to no one.
You want my time, they want my time, I love you.
All of you.
Sometimes I want to be left alone, maybe for an hour, a day, a week or a month.
I’ll come back to you, I always do.
I just need time to collect myself, my thoughts, my emotions.
To shake them off, disperse the intensity, to just be me.
There’s a lot that I share freely, and then there’s a lot that I do not share freely.
You think you know me, and you do.
But not all of me.
I always keep some for myself. I have to, or I’ll fall down
in a heap of empty and nothing.
And you won’t have anything to greet you when you are invited back.
Never forget that I love you, and I love them,
but sometimes I need
to
just
love
me.
May 9th, 2010 at 10:19 am
Yes. Yes to self preservation and knowing oneself, to guarding and collecting as needed.